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Posting this here and linking it on my TC. I'm going to be taking a break from the site. I know, I always fail to do that but I mean it this time. I need to, I HAVE to. If I don't then my life and pokefarm life can't co-exist. I need to spend less time on the computer, I think my mind and body will thank me. I also think people who have probably been waiting for a year with orders and probably don't care or remember their order. Which is another thing I thought about closing since I don't know where my passion and motivation is for that. I still love it but, it takes me SO long for something that used to take me a day not a week or month. It hurts me more than gives me pride now. I'm hoping this break will let me bring pride back to myself and art. Normally this is when people either take a hiatus or quit but, honestly I don't know how to do either correctly. much like I don't know how to nap Always something here to remind me and pull me back to my addiction. I'll be taking that break sooner or later. On slow mode right now. Trying to get this chain to a place where it looks nice to pause it today and then I'm yeeting myself for my own good and the sake of others who need me elsewhere. So be seeing you later...smell you later, just kidding haha...unless 😳 [END OF LEAVING MESSAGE] . . . [NOW LOADING NEXT MESSAGE: WHILE AWAY FROM POKEFARM] While I'm away and trying to get more hours off the computer time I can do some stuff outside since it's garden starting time. I planted some sunflower seeds the other day...week...and then I realized how overgrown things were around the yard and I used to do that stuff instead of just sit on the computer for 12+ hours. The only little time I get up is feeding cats, cleaning litter boxes, cleaning my room, bathroom, food I eat too much of when I get the chance, and sleep. Which my sleeping is all over the place right now. I'm okay with the hours I wake up but, they slip up easy. One night I sleep an hour before or after reset which now it's either 2 hours after or not until 5 - 6am. Maybe also sort some things out in my room because it be looking crazy and messy right now, lel. In attempt to steer away from pokefarm I might play sims 3 or something on ps3 like Skyrim. I still have no memory of what I was doing on there. Last thing I remember was realizing that I have a quest that's broke because I killed a creature, probably months ago from that moment, that won't respawn and is a part of that quest line. ; 3; If only I had more than 1 streamer I liked right now...maybe I wouldn't be so down in the dumps with motivation. Sure I have other things I could watch on youtube but, I normally watch Jerma, Vinny, or Joel stream or their vods on twitch while I click or take a break from art. Not having Jerma and Vinny to laugh at really do be getting to me. I still have Joel though...not the same but, I think I can relate him more most of the time and I always forget that then I miss him too when he takes breaks since he's busy. I hope Jerma comes back today....I need the funnies from e-clown funny man at least. 🥺 Leave Vinny alone, I love him. #IStandWithVinnyBecauseISimp